LONERFIAH

surrounded by people but yet i feel all alone.

I'm just gonna pen my thoughts in this place and whoever sees, sees i guess. I personally do feel many people face this same issue as i do but like i haven't have got much success in solving this issue lmao. I can be surrounded by a bunch of people, a whole class but still feel hella alone. I need to be surrounded by like the right people to feel like at ease in a sense, im not totally at ease, of course, but like it's better than feeling totally out of place so like, imma take it man...

“The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.” ― Mother Teresa

Sometimes I wanna disappear for like a bit and then reappear like nothing happened but like i'm afraid of being lonely.

Like i'm not scared of being alone, i'm very much comfortable in my own skin, in my own space and all that, i just don't like feeling like no one has my back ( which i mean is true like in this dog-eat-dog world u really gotta fend for yourself ) or like no one fully understands me ( which again, is very true as no one can truly relate to someone else 100% like u can understand what they are going through but like i don't think u can fully comprehend no matter how close u are to said person ). I really don't even know what i myself want so like,,, i really be all over the place man,, may life after As be better i'm just too muddled in the head for this bs right now.