Apr 1st, not an April fools joke.

Well, being as inconsistent as I am y'all were probably not expecting a post today AHAHAHA but hey April Fools is like a day where u should expect the unexpected cos everyone is going to try things to mess with u and prank u. Sometimes u gotta read things a little deeper too because I know of some people who would try to give you signs on April Fools and if the situation does not work in their favour, they would play it off as a joke. Some people are scared of rejection or of failed plans and i don't (well, more of can't) blame them as I have a big ego too.

Today reminds me of 2 things. 1. My relationship has passed the 1 month mark, i'm happy that i'm together with one of my bestest friends. and 2. today is the birthday of oone of my ex friends as well. He was a good guy to me, we chat alot, he told me his issues and we just idk had fun talking i guess. I like to get to know people and yea he was someone i could relate to (to a certain level) and it was nice while it lasted i guess. I wouldn't say he changed and that was what led to the friendship breakup, it was more of i knew of his tendencies like all the malicious things he was capable of (he told me lol) but i guess i just thought i was sPeCiAL and would not receive such treatment soooo yea, kind of expected fiah idk why i didn't see that one coming AHAHAHA anyways

This whole month is 4/20 y'all AHAHAHAHA but Covid19 srsly ruined the vibe :") which is like really tragic omg,,, everyone was like so stoked for 2020 but like someone just had to eat an infected bat :"))))

Well i don't really have anyth else to say so i guess im gonna log off now and yea, see y'all in my next entry- could be next Weds, next next Weds, or never. We'll see ;) AHAHAHA 'till then, take care of urselves okay? also i just got pranked ugh AHAHAHHA looks like today's gon be a lonnnnggggg dayyyyy *rolls eyes* AHAHAHAHA aights see y'all